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NINE LIVES – JCW

29 Sunday Jan 2017

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NINE LIVES

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I just found this poem Jewels wrote, she wrote last February 2016. I think it’s probably one of the saddest of them all, but such a great insight into the mind of someone suffering from depression:

JCW
02/19/16

NINE LIVES

One:
Full of happiness
Giggles and laughter
Innocence is not lost

Two:
A new friend today
I am still young
Pure like clouds

Three:
Adolescence
Not all is happy
My smile is still big

Four:
You fill me with joy
Pure joy
I am happy

Five:
Gone, just like that.
I’m so confused-
Why am I getting so many chances?

Six:
Torn, ripped
Broken and bruised
Innocence is lost

Seven:
Happiness is gone
Let me give up
I’m so, so tired.

Eight:
Shaking, like I’m freezing
Can’t do this much longer.
Why’s life unfair?

Nine:
Damaged.
Nothing but bad memories.
I miss life one.

FINALLY, I AM DEAD.

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I SAID I DID

01 Sunday Jan 2017

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I Said I Did

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By: JCW
11/26/2016

you said you were fine,
When I asked if you were okay.
I didn’t believe you,
but I said I did.

You said you were cold,
When I asked why you always wore jackets.
I didn’t believe you,
but I said I did.

You said you were sick,
When I asked why you went to a hospital.
I didn’t believe you,
but I said I did.

You said you cared,
When I asked if you did.
I didn’t believe you,
but I said I did.

Now you’re gone,
Dead for good.
I knew I shouldn’t have believed you.
I SHOULDN’T OF SAID I DID.

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INSIDE THE MIND OF A 14-YEAR OLD

18 Sunday Dec 2016

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INSIDE THE MIND OF A 14-YEAR OLD – DEPRESSION KILLS

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JCW 11/26/2016

DAYDREAMS

I like to imagine a different world,
one where I can smile

One where I won’t be curled
up in bed for a long while

This place is happy and has rainbows
filled with flowers and blue skies

Sun so bright, it glows
there are no questions or whys

And I like to think I’m happy
an environment I can’t be sad

No movies or books would be sappy
cause all I’ll be is glad.

Sadly this new world isn’t real
I am stuck behind a wall, unable to heal

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Copyright December 18, 2016

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The Coffin

30 Wednesday Nov 2016

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The Coffin

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Oh how life hurts and death falls
Life is too fast

She now wears deaths shawl

And an old man in a somber cast

She passed with relief
Because the old man knew she wouldn’t last

Her life crumpled like a dead leaf
Oh how life goes so fast

Said the old man in disbelief…

The coffin was as silent as its past

The man was in grief
He was in a somber cast

Written By: JCW
Copyright November 3, 2016

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Excerpt from Manuscript – Snow

28 Friday Oct 2016

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Excerpt from Manuscript – Snow

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The first snow of the year. The air was crisp with the hint of winter, causing her breath to catch in her throat, but yet so pure, allowing her thoughts to drift into promises she had told yourself, but had not kept.

January wrapped her leather coat tightly around her. Although she was cold, she had the softest warmth radiating around her. She was at peace. She knew she had done the right thing.

She knew she had hurt Jack…Christ, it had hurt her too, but she knew he deserved to know the truth. The truth was freeing because it allowed her the freedom to be honest with not only herself, but with him.

However, she was still haunted by his eyes, the disturbing contour of his face as she had told him.

Her only concern was where to go from here.

He had always been strong, but she was worried for him because she knew that he would have a hard time. After all, he was an addict and addicts weren’t good with dealing with change.

She knew they would have to change everything about their life. She would be in and out of hospitals for the next couple of months. This would put a definite toll on their marriage.

But she was confident in the strength of their relationship, after all, they had over come his addiction…

Jumping, January turned, startled by the sound of the opening of the front door.

“Jack…”

“Sweetheart…I am so sorry I left you…I’m home now and I will never leave you again.” Jack pulled her into his chest, tightly holding her, gently smoothing back her hair from her face as his tears fell.

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Copyright October 28, 2016

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Missing you…

28 Tuesday Jul 2015

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Missing you…

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Chasing balls, swimming in the lake, or a simple snuggle on the couch…there is nothing more pure than a pet’s love.

As with any living creature, we find that our time is precious and limited on this earth.

Grey hair and slowing down start its descend.

Time will quickly pass and before we know it, it will be time to say goodbye.

But don’t be sad my love…I will see you again…in a better place than this.

Written By: Ask Ms Mandi
Copyright 2015

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